Do you think I just see you as Lottie’s mom? Do you not realize how in love with you I am? How much I think about you? I’ve dreamed about you every night since Amsterdam. I do see you as a woman. I still want you. I desire you, Van. When I think about the fact that you are also the mother of my child… I could just f***ing burst. I’ve never felt that way about anything. I wasn’t able to feel that before. And I’ll love you forever because of that, no matter what. I mean, what else are we doing this for, if not for that feeling? What else is there?