It seemed like no matter what I did, I kept letting people down. I started thinking how everyone’s lives would be better without me.
Clay, Helmet, your name does not belong on this list. But you need to be here if I’m going to tell my story. If I’m going to explain why I did what I did. Because you aren’t every other guy. You’re different. You’re good and kind and decent. And I didn’t deserve to be with someone like you. I never would. I would have ruined you. It wasn’t you. It was me, and everything that’s happened to me.
There’s always another side to every story.
We’re always watching someone. Following someone. And being followed.
There’s courage in being a nerd.[to Clay]
The popular kids are always mean. That’s how they get popular.
Some of you care. None of you cared enough.
Maybe none of us can say who we truly are.
I started with Justin. Then Jessica. Who each broke my heart. Alex, Tyler, Courtney, Marcus, who each helped to destroy my reputation. On through Zach and Ryan, who broke my spirit. Through tape number 12, Bryce Walker, who broke my soul.
People underestimate the Camerons of the world. I mean, they can be surprising. Everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown. But I think he just wanted someone to save him.[to Zach, while watching Ferris Bueller’s Day Off]
Maybe love is how you understand infinity. When your love has no limits, when it goes on forever. Maybe that feels like infinity.
