What would you prefer – a doctor who holds your hand while you die or one who ignores you while you get better? I suppose it would particularly suck to have a doctor who ignores you while you die.
Treating illnesses is why we became doctors. Treating patients is what makes most doctors miserable.
You know how some doctors have the Messiah complex – they need to save the world? You’ve got the “Rubik’s” complex; you need to solve the puzzle.