Do you remember the first time you kissed me? You didn’t even ask. You didn’t pause to wonder whether it was what I wanted, and I went along with it because I had a crush, and I didn’t know any better. I didn’t realize that you had all the control. When I eventually did realize, I thought, “This must be what I deserve.” Someone taking whatever he wants from me whenever he wants. Treating me like I’m nothing the rest of the time. And now, whenever anything good happens in my life, there’s a little voice in the back of my mind telling me I’m worthless and that I don’t deserve it.[to Ben]