Inside, when there’s nothing else to see, it’s easy to create an idea, an image, of what you think you want. But the closer I get to those things, the more strange they look.
I’m looking at 20 years, Em. My life is done. Seeing you is trying to hold on to some kind of future. It’s bulls***. Hope is cruel.
Being a prospect is about destroying the ego. Learning to exist for the greater good of the group. There’s freedom in that. Giving up your own wants and desires for the benefit of something greater than yourself.[to Steve]