You’re so afraid of losing the people that you love that you push them away. And that’s why you’ll always be an orphan. You don’t need some villain swooping in to destroy your happiness. You do that quite well all on your own.
There is always a crisis. Perhaps you should consider living your life during them. Otherwise, you might miss it.
I spent over a century trying to find a way to kill the bloody crocodile. I can spend at least that long trying to save the woman I love.