I am a young, tiny Asian American woman at the top of one of the most baldly paternalistic arms of the US government. I am furious all the time. If I could go after terrorists and human traffickers with an organization that didn’t have an 80-year legacy of racism and human rights violations, I would. There is not another better CIA or America. The ones we have are f***ed-up. We make compromises. Some days, we feel okay about that. Some days, we have gin.[to Stuart]