I hurt Krista. I don’t feel good about that. I hope you’re not mad at me. But you have to admit, she’s just like everyone else. Too afraid to peak over their walls for fear of what they might see. Not me. That’s what I do. I look.
You ever want to push a button and make it all go away? Everyone you ever loved and lost. Everything that ever hurt you. Just one button? No more fighting. No more regrets. No more noise. Blow it all up and see what happens.
l will hurt you for this. A day will come when you think you’re safe and happy, and your joy will turn to ashes in your mouth. And you will know the debt is paid.
It’s always the ones you least suspect, the ones you trust the most, that hurt you. They wait until your guard is down and then wham! In my case, it was tequila.
All the things that I’d done. Memories, they never hurt me. The past is more than memories. It’s the devil you sold your soul to.